Thursday, October 23, 2008

where is my occupation?

i really don't know what to do now. i've got loads of activities to clear like mother tongue, pw and guitar exam but i can't do shit when i don't even know if i'd be promoting. of course i won't be selfish and do a poor job for pw just cause i didn't clear promos, but at least let me know if i would promote or not so i wouldn't have to live each day in anxiety. i can't study for mt cause i'm afraid i don't have to go back to cjc next year. i can't give my fullest for pw cause i'm afraid i wasted all i have put time and effort into this year. i can't practice guitar and thus suck at it cause i'm afraid i will lose everything i have achieved in jc thus far. i can't do anything with a proper ease of mind as nothing now is more important than studies. fact seldom thought of but it's true, a student's main priority is studying, and there's no point putting time and into what we want to do in the future if we can't even clear what we're doing now.

but how the hell did i manage to fail promos... tmr hx birthday, my facebook wife!

23/10/08, 9:49pm.

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